Tag Archives: Hurt

Losing Faith

He lost God Tossed about the raging seas. Y’all he’s unraveling. Coming apart at the seams. Anchored under By a foundation Of speculative conversations, Rooted in unconventional Unorthodox Interpretations. They gave him a box To keep his thoughts in; Taught him … Continue reading

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Looking Back: Calvary Chapel Hanford

“For such men are false apostles, deceitful workmen, disguising themselves as apostles of Christ. And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light. So it is no surprise if his servants, also, disguise themselves as servants … Continue reading

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Inner Glow

Today, May light, Life, And love, Be yours. Let the dark cower In the presence of your inner glow. Beautiful. I swear, You have more strength Than you know.

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Eccedentesiast

A sorrow so deep; Perpetual wounds Calling for the end With sweet Siren allure. Hidden Behind the false bright Of our forced and fractured grins. We fear To speak the pain; Fear You won’t love us if we did. Fear … Continue reading

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As A Christian, I’m A Fucking Mess

“What I noticed at Grace-Calvary is the same thing I notice whenever people aim to solve their conflicts with one another by turning to the bible: defending the dried ink marks on the page becomes more vital than defending their neighbor. As a general rule, I would say that human beings never behave more badly toward one another than when they believe they are protecting God. In the words of Arun Gandhi, grandson of Mohandas, ‘People of the Book risk putting the book above people.”
― [url href=”https://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/124728-leaving-church-a-memoir-of-faith” target=”blank_”]Barbara Brown Taylor, Leaving Church: A Memoir of Faith [/url] Continue reading

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Toxic Reflecting Pools

Drown me, In the quiet of your unbelief. In filthy waters infecting. Cleanse me, Of everything you found disgusting. Hold me under Wash me clean. Until the sin in me stops breathing. I am so sorry For my sinful breath. … Continue reading

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