Monthly Archives: September 2015

Insomnia

I haven’t known sleep in years.She eludes me.Taunts me.Tells me over and over again,That I will never catch her.She’s right. Laying here in the dark,Hoping to do well without her,I wrestle wakefulness.I am out raced by my thoughts.I tally the … Continue reading

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Never Going Back

“You have to come home.” “I don’t have to do shit.” “He’s your father!” “He was absence, violence, and tyrant! He was no father!” “You’re the oldest! It’s your responsibility!” “Stop saying that! I don’t owe him a fucking thing! … Continue reading

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Welcome to the World of Darkness

In a few hours I’ll be off. I’m not sure what this trip will bring, but I have a group of role players within my organization I look forward to gaming with. Mainly we play Pathfinder, which has been a lot … Continue reading

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It Hurts to Leave

Forgive this continous Walking away journey of roads. I never meant to leave you so entirely alone. I never meant to stay out in this cold. But I go where I am called That I might keep you safe. Love. … Continue reading

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Ten Sided Dice and The Light

I’m leaving soon. It’s the demands of this job; called away at a moment’s notice. The call seems to come when I’ve just walked in the door and begun to settle. It brings with it so much frustration and anxiety; especially when stepping … Continue reading

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Deals and Devils

It’s 4 a.m. Morning. Far too early; far too soon. There is a rampant thumping pounding hammering away at the insides of my skull. I can tell, by the amnesia and the empty bottles of bourbon falling to the floor as … Continue reading

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Reckless Unraveling

I am recklessly Hopelessly Trying to understand the breakdown Unraveling in my head. A damn dam bursting into so much broken stone. Flooding thoughts With the cacophonous chorus Of bubbling Babbling Screaming. Unanswered questions, What ifs, If onlys, Only If … Continue reading

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